The weight, I’m gone
In my skin, I’m lost
Tangled in the bones of this love
Melding to the flow of your blood
Grace bestowed
But I was shaped with snow
Seasons don’t change
Ignorance remains
I need this alone
The burdens on this chest
The vessel of these words
Sinking under tension
Drew afterthoughts and hurt
Well, I met you at the blood bank
We were looking at the bags
Wondering if any of the colors
Matched any of the names we knew on the tags
You said, “See look at it: that’s yours
Stacked on top with your brother’s.
See how they resemble one another’s
Even in their plastic little covers.”
And I said, “I know it well.
That secret that you know that you don’t know how to tell
It fucks with your honor and it teases your head
But you know that it’s good, girl
‘Cause it’s running you with red.”
Then the snow started falling
We were stuck out in your car
You were rubbing both my hands
Chewing on a candy bar
You said, “Ain’t this just like the present
To be showing up like this?
As the moon waned to crescent
We started to kiss
And I said, “I know it well.
That secret that we know that we don’t know how to tell
I’m in love with your honor, I’m in love with your cheeks
What’s that noise up the stairs, babe?
Is that Christmas morning creaks?”
And I know it well, I know it well
And I know it well, I know it well
And I know it well, I know it well
And I know it well, I know it well
Hey girl, you know what you’ve been missing?
Me, me, yeah
Hey girl, whoever you’ve been kissing
It ain’t me, me
I got that love medicinal
I’ll make you feel invincible
I’m more than recreational
I’m what you need
I’ll be your smooth ride, that late night, your Walter White high
I’ll be your first time, that’s so right
Get you falling in love at the end of the night
With that good-ish, that long trip, that sugar on your lips
That favorite habit, gotta have it, you can’t quit
I got your fix
I’ll be the high that never lets you down (I got your fix)
The one you crave when no one is around (I got your fix)
I’ll pick you up and never let you go (I got your fix)
Never let you go, hey hey
Hey girl, he don’t get you there never
So leave, oh just leave
Listen, baby baby baby baby girl
Let me make it feel better
Please, please, please, please
I’m what you need
I’ll be your smooth ride, that late night, your Walter White high
I’ll be your first time, that’s so right
Get you falling in love at the end of the night
With that good-ish, that long trip, that sugar on your lips
That favorite habit, gotta have it, you can’t quit
I got your fix
I’ll be the high that never lets you down (that never lets you down)
The one you crave when no one is around (when no one is around)
I’ll pick you up and never let you go (I got your fix)
Never let you go
Yeah, come on baby, yeah, oh oh oh
I’ll be the high that never lets you down
The one you crave when no one is around
I’ll be your smooth ride, that late night, your Walter White high
I’ll be your first time, that’s so right
Get you falling in love at the end of the night
With that good-ish, that long trip, that sugar on your lips
That favorite habit, gotta have it, you can’t quit
I got your fix
I’ll be the high that never lets you down (that never lets you down)
The one you crave when no one is around (when no one is around)
I’ll pick you up and never let you go (I got your fix)
Never let you go
Take away your things and go
You can’t take back what you said, I know
I’ve heard it all before, at least a million times
I’m not one to forget, you know
I don’t believe, I don’t believe it
You left in peace, left me in pieces
Too hard to breathe, I’m on my knees
Right now, ‘ow
I’m so sick of that same old love, that shit, it tears me up
I’m so sick of that same old love, my body’s had enough
Oh, (that same old love)
I’m so sick of that same old love, feels like I’ve blown apart
I’m so sick of that same old love, the kind that breaks your heart
Oh, (that same old love)
I’m not spending any time, wasting tonight on you
I know, I’ve heard it all
So don’t you try and change your mind
Cause I won’t be changing too, you know
You can’t believe, still can’t believe it
You left in peace, left me in pieces
Too hard to breathe, I’m on my knees
Right now, ‘ow
I’m so sick of that same old love, that shit, it tears me up
I’m so sick of that same old love, my body’s had enough
Oh, (that same old love)
I’m so sick of that same old love, feels like I’ve blown apart
I’m so sick of that same old love, the kind that breaks your heart
Oh, (that same old love)
I’m so sick of that, so sick of that love
I’m so sick of that same old love, that shit, it tears me up
I’m so sick of that same old love, my body’s had enough
Oh, (that same old love)
I’m so sick of that same old love, feels like I’ve blown apart
I’m so sick of that same old love, the kind that breaks your heart
Oh, (that same old love)
Another night and here we are again
All our faults laid out ahead
Let it out, then let it right back in
All those voices in your headAnd we both know everything, but we can’t learn to leave
So I’ll tell you what you needFirst thing: we make you feel better
Next stop: we pull it all together
I’ll keep you warm like a sweater
Take my hand, hold on forever
Just fall apart if you need to
I’m here and I won’t leave you now
Don’t look down
Hold on foreverLay down all your troubles end to end
They could reach up to the stars
So many roads, you don’t know where you’ve been
But you still know who you areAnd if I seem preoccupied, I’m wondering what to do
So here’s my recipe for youFirst thing: we make you feel better
Next stop: we pull it all together
I’ll keep you warm like a sweater
Take my hand, hold on forever
Just fall apart if you need to
I’m here and I won’t leave you now
Don’t look down
Hold on foreverAnd we both know everything, but we can’t learn to leave
So I’ll tell you what you needFirst thing: we make you feel better
Next stop: we pull it all together
I’ll keep you warm like a sweater
Take my hand, hold on forever
Just fall apart if you need to
I’m here and I won’t leave you now
Don’t look down
Hold on forever
Just take my hand; hold on forever
Hold on forever
Just take my hand; hold on forever
Yeah, boy
Thought this would happen
I let it sink in, you’re gone
I don’t know, know what I’m feeling
I must be dreaming, you’re goneSuitcase, band-aids
Pulling back out the driveway
You go, I’ll stay
You can keep all the memories
I thought I was the best thing that ever happened to you
I thought you loved me the mostI don’t know why I cry
But I think it’s cause I remembered for the first time
Since I hated you
That I used to love you
I don’t know why I cry
But I think it’s cause I remembered for the first time
Since I hated you
That I used to love youOh, oh, oh, oh
I used to love you
Oh, oh, oh, oh
I used to love youAre you gone?
There were no boundaries
What, you just pushed me too far
I guess nobody taught you
Nobody taught you how to loveSuitcase, band-aids
Pulling back out the driveway
You go, I’ll stay
You can keep all the memories
I thought I was the best thing that ever happened to you
I thought you loved me the mostI don’t know why I cry
But I think it’s cause I remembered for the first time
Since I hated you
That I used to love you
I don’t know why I cry
But I think it’s cause I remembered for the first time
Since I hated you
That I used to love youOh, oh, oh, oh
I used to love you
Oh, oh, oh, oh
I used to love youYou know I was the best thing that ever happened to you
I thought you loved me more, oh
You know I was the best thing that ever happened to you
Now look at what you lost, ohI don’t know why I cry
But I think it’s cause I remembered for the first time
Since I hated you
That I used to love you
I don’t know why I cry
But I think it’s cause I remembered for the first time
Since I hated you
That I used to love youOh, oh, oh, oh
I used to love you
Oh, oh, oh, oh
I used to love youI don’t know why I cry
I don’t, I don’t, I don’t
I don’t know why I used to love you
I don’t, I don’t, I don’t
I don’t know why I cry
I don’t, I don’t, I don’t
I don’t know why I used to love you
I don’t, I don’t, I don’t
It’s not simple to say
That most days I don’t recognize me
That these shoes and this apron
That place and it’s patrons
Have taken more than I gave them
It’s not easy to know
I’m not anything like I used to be
Although it’s true
I was never attention’s sweet center
I still remember that girlShe’s imperfect but she tries
She is good but she lies
She is hard on herself
She is broken and won’t ask for help
She is messy but she’s kind
She is lonely most of the time
She is all of this mixed up
And baked in a beautiful pie
She is gone but she used to be mineIt’s not what I asked for
Sometimes life just slips in through a back door
And carves out a person
And makes you believe it’s all true
And now I’ve got you
And you’re not what I asked for
If I’m honest I know I would give it all back
For a chance to start over
And rewrite an ending or two
For the girl that I knewWho’ll be reckless just enough
Who’ll get hurt but
Who learns how to toughen up when she’s bruised
And gets used by a man who can’t love
And then she’ll get stuck and be scared
Of the life that’s inside her
Growing stronger each day
‘Til it finally reminds her
To fight just a little
To bring back the fire in her eyes
That’s been gone but it used to be mineUsed to be mine
She is messy but she’s kind
She is lonely most of the time
She is all of this mixed up and baked in a beautiful pie
She is gone but she used to be mine
Hello, my name is Paola. I’m Peruvian and Italian. My name is quite common in both Peru and Italy. Unfortunately I don’t live in either country. I live in America where lots of people have trouble pronouncing my name so I decided to make a cute little tutorial to help ya’ll out. Enjoy.
